I’m thinking alot of breaking out of my ” Hell ” , It’s difficult to continueliving the life of ” Hell ” , talking, reporting and thinking, tomorrow isworse more than today,the evil continue working in our life!! Even if youlive with a wild animal, after a while, maybe, he become innocent one, andhe didn’t harm you, but I don’t think the wild soldiers I lived with themwill become innocent one day!!
The moment I’m writing now, I’m trying to get out of all of this terriblesituation,a friend of mine is sitting next to me, traying to give me a hopeof a nice future, the future that I can’t feel it will comes under theAmerican forigen policy toward the Middle East!!
I can’t dream to have a temporary State today, and I don’t have a State fortomorrow, I can’t imagine my self living a permenant ” Hell ” in my homeland,living with the evil of the IDF occupation stationed on my rooftop. This allwhat the new global world lead by the US offer us to have!!
As much as the occupation hurt me, my people, the injustice in the worldhurt me more, all what the international world admited under theinternational declaration of the human rights, they steped on, tresspassand ignored it in order to make the American State happy, or to make theoccupation happy, I don’t know how long we will continue live under theoccupation?? How long the US will continue supporting the occupation??
I don’t understand the contridictig occupation and world!! the moment thatthe Israeli occupation continue talking about the unlogical division ofjerusalem for two states, it’s the same moment that Hebron was divided fortwo parts, the moments that 200 jewish extreme settlers occupied the centerof the city in the middle of 40000 Palestinians citezens!! It’s the samemoment they start building the security siege, the continued occupying thePalestinians cities!!
How long the occupation want’s to live with us, and how long the State willcontinue supporting the occupation??